I’ve been giving up on people too easily. If they don’t call, if they don’t try - then I don’t. It’s not fair to lay the blame on them when I’m not calling either. I’m just as much at fault. I’ve got a lot of resentment for old friends - for letting me go without a fight. I just want someone to call and say, ‘I miss you, how are you?’ I just want to call someone and say, ‘I miss you, I’m sorry.’ I want to be brave enough to stay in one place.

The truth is I still care and I always will. I’m not the type of girl to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don’t matter anymore. I may not like the person anymore or talk to him or her but I still care. I’m always going to think back to my life and say I wonder what happened to so and so. I hope they’re all right. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you’re in my heart, you’re there forever

Le mentí cuando dije que seria fuerte, hay días que prefiero la muerte.